"Why can’t I just be happy and carefree, why do I feel so lonely when I have everything which people die for everyday. What is this feeling, the feeling that I’m here by myself in this deep dark hole waiting and waiting for someone to lend a hand of hope, to tell me that it’s okay and that I’m not the only one. This anger and sadness inside of me, the thought of going back to the place where I used to be 6 years ago worries me. Everyday I try to be stronger, push myself to be a happier person, laughing, smiling at everyone and just being happy, is that really me or is it just a hidden cry for help."

Be strong

Why can’t I just be happy and carefree, why do I feel so lonely when I have everything which people die for everyday. What is this feeling, the feeling that I’m here by myself in this deep dark hole waiting and waiting for someone to lend a hand of hope, to tell me that it’s okay and that I’m not the only one. This anger and sadness inside of me, the thought of going back to the place where I used to be 6 years ago worries me. Everyday I try to be stronger, push myself to be a happier person, laughing, smiling at everyone and just being happy, is that really me or is it just a hidden cry for help.

"Psychologists say: The person who tries to keep everyone happy often ends up feeling the loneliest."

(via psych-facts)

(Source: psych2go, via innocentbuddha)